Sunday, May 8, 2011
. (dot) as a start
we used to be bestfriend, rite? *ngomong sama blog*
okay okay, its kinda weird starting to write again in here. rencana bikin tempate jg ga selesai2 padahal udah berbulan bulan, mau lanjut lagi udah males. ilmunya udah luntur lagi. rencana macem2in blog jg sama lunturnya kaya ngerapiin page, pasang cbox lagi, etc, etc. etc..
sebenernya saya sekarang beneran jadi tertutup. its like for real. for-real. curhat udah jarang, yaah cuman seperlunya aja lah. ngroweng di twitter juga sama ceritanya. tapi yah jadi gila doonggggg lama lamaa -_-
first of all (again), wish me the best for national exam and also my ppkb-yang-tertunda yeaah! that 2nd point is another story to tell. but yeah the point is i really want to continue my study at Universitas Indonesia *ngombak* *backsound clapping hands*
yess, dont wanna my dream ends up still a dream although Plan B is already considered :) i've tried my best and need God's hand to make it comes true.. 16th and 18th May are gonne be a big day for me. #rafadoainputriyah #kabulkanbaimYaAllah #halaaaah
xoxo,
cx!
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
this is me. pathetic girl, cant stop mockin around. cant stay away from trouble.
am i just too fuck up?
ok, its almost 18years am ruining your life. and never make you proud.
thats enough reason for you so you can blame for all and pretending like i never imitate you.
what about tomorrow you left us again with all your work thingy for about 2 or 3 months please? i need a space for puzzling over my future. i love you, mom, its true because i have to. but i cant take this any longer. i cant stand crying over myself for being such a rebellious daughter.
mother, i miss your mom. even she passed away years ago, i still remember how she's loving you even she's not at your side when you grow up. she love me too, anyway. she love me much.
i miss you, mom. i miss you caring me.
Friday, December 17, 2010
The trees and the wild gigs at Musro, The Sunan Hotel, Surakarta
Selamat pagi! Ini adalah review serius pertama yang dipublish di blog saya. Maaf untuk sisi kesubjektivitasan yang sebentar lagi akan anda saksikan :))
Sebelumnya sempet ga percaya juga god save the pop kali ini mengundang ttatw tanpa didampingi oleh band manapun, yang mana itu adalah berita surga untuk saya *tsaaaah. Pertama dikabarin neng nana lwt sms, langsung “nasy, titip dua!!”
For God’s sake, December 16th I had 2 bookmarks on my calendar. I spent the noon at Graha Saba Buana celebrating my school anniversary. And taraaaaaaaaaa malemnya saya habiskan dengan mengencani musik nya ttatw barengan sama Inu, Om Gilblow, sama mas Polo. Sampe ksna ketemu Nana, Brian, Gilang, Ichug dkk, mbak Sum dan keluarga, sama temen2 god save the pop veteran yang saya udah mulai hafal wajah2nya. ditambah mbak2 masa kini juga sih..
Jadwal jam 7, tp ttatw sendiri turun ke panggung sekitar jam setengah sembilan. Dan seperti biasa, keasyikan ala god save the pop pun mengalir begitu saja...
Walaupun agak canggung diawal ntah karena venue apa lighting nya – oke, ini mungkin karena ketampanan wajah musik mereka yang mengakibatkan efek “d’oh!” saat pertama kali berjumpa – tapi pada akhirnya gunung es itu pun mencair menjadi sesuatu yang hangat, lembut, manis, mempesona layaknya cream soup panas di hari hujan.
Playlist malam itu 11 12 sama yang ada di album Rasuk, sebenernya ga juga siih, maklum kebiasaan shuffle jadi yah gini deh :P Noble Savage sbg pembukaan kemudian Honeymoon on Ice, Berlin, Our Roots, Malino, Derau dan Kesalahan (super WOW), Irish Girl, plus bonus Fight the Future sukses membuat kita penikmat ttaw, dan yang baru pertama kali denger luluh lantah sama mrk.
Truth to be told, am a little bit heart broken when listening my favorite song, Berlin, I thougt it last lyric was “you’ll find a way” but yesterday I figured it out and the correct one is “you’ll fade away” OMG why such a beautiful mellow galau dramatic song like this must be ended with an end :’( its so unfair! How dare you TTAW! *nyubit pipi gitarisnya* but wait, semua pegang gitar. Jadi bole dong nyubitin semua HA HA
Yes, the best part who stole all the eyes yesterday is you, mbak backing vocal yang memukau. Or in this case you cant call her just as the backing vocal. She’s one of the souls who make ttatw as the trees and the wild. I mean without her everyting wont be like this. She has the angelic voice, simple but eye catching look, and she plays the effect such as “karakas” (or whatever music instrument which soud ‘cekcekcek’), another instrument that sound ‘tek’, and the single drum. Imagine her. No I guess you cant unless seeing them live.
Jadi dsni intinya ada dua, jeleknya adalah melihat penampilan mereka sama halnya mendengar suara mereka di kaset ditambah visual, maksudnya bener2 plek sama rekamannya. Kesalahan2 itu kan sesuatu yang kita cari ketika liat live. tapi bagusnya, tidak ada musik yang kepleset atau nada yang lari2, bener2 bersih! Yaa Tuhan saya sedang tidak lebay tapi kemaren saya bener bener terpukau oleh ke-amazingan-mereka. Kalopun ada semua udah ketutup sama yang lain jadi kita liatnya fine fine aja. Jadi khusus untuk TTATW, we don’t need any fals part because you are perfectly looking perfect for us, pendengar anda :)
Ps: thanks for the bonus song (halah, lupa sebutannya buat lagu yang di luar playlist) Fight The Future. What a nice way to end the gigs. Thanks for the great time and awesome night with you guys!
See you mates on God Save The Pop 6th next year! guess who’s on the list, frau, Pure Saturday, tika, or SORE? We’ll see..
For somehow, Berlin reminds me at my “dunia maya” good friend when am in my junior highschool. Just because my phone was stolen then lost contact. Uh.
meet them at myspace or follow their twitter @ttatw
Xoxo,
Cx!
(dipostingkan via warnet deket rumah gara2 spidi MASIH ngadat hiks)
Saturday, November 20, 2010
dimanakah anda biasanya menangis?
Author
- suddenly morning
- part time bookworm nerdy as hell and hardly to find another safe-zone. the rest part is just between you and me.