Parallel Universe

Dear readers (sok bgt pake jamak),

What do you think about parallel universe?

“A parallel universe or alternative reality is a hypothetical or fictional self-contained separate reality coexisting with one's own.” – Wikipedia.

I don’t go with parallel universe concept, ok i used to. Semakin kesini semakin menganggap bahwa orang-orang yang pake embel-embel blablabla somewhere in parallel universe itu cuman semacam denial atau pelarian aja. Ketika kita udah punya anggapan bahwa terdapat kita yang berada di sebuah semesta lain sudah melakukan sesuatu yang benar atau seharusnya kita lakukan, dan cukup gitu aja, puas aja sampai di situ, kebayang ga sih seberapa fana imajinasi di kepala masing-masing?

Listen up mi corazon, maybe, somewhere, in far faraway parallel universe does exist, and they did all the things you want to, and things you should do, and most importantly, they have your answer. And it’s for them, and NOT for you.

Kayanya udah keseringan mikir tentang ini daan berakhir penyesalan seandainya begini seandainya begitu. Sekarang harus bisa memanfaatkan momen, karena ga akan ada yang namanya kesempatan kedua dalam urusan beginian. For having the right moment with the right person (aint only for heart situation loh yaa) and do the right thing to do.

Postingan ter YOLO 2013................

Oiya sekarang ini lagi muterin RNRM on repeat, ceritanya nostalgia gitu. Sama masih eforia Javasoulnation 2013 kemarin. Akhirnya kesampaian juga nonton salah satu band lokal to die for yang ciamikz to the max sekali live nya. Karena susah cari liriknya, ini salah satu lagu favorit yang selalu bikin goosebumps waktu ngedengerin. Maybe simply because the song, or the story behind...

Rock N Roll Mafia - 1000 Times Love Theme


Ciao,


Cx!

Sajak Tentang

kenapa sebaiknya jauh jauh

Karena dekat mengundang resah.

Dia, berbeda
Dari dia-dia yang lain, versiku
sebelumnya

Dia ada tanpa membawa makna
Tapi cukup menghujam tanya

Dia sungguh berbeda
Bermuka dua
Yang satu sungguh sederhana
Sisanya, sisanya
Mana tahu aku yang mana tipu daya

Jadi sebaiknya,
Jauh saja

lessons

you now, third semester of college, more spare times = more things u shudn't remember-but you think about it anyway. kinda settle here for some reason, living faraway from home has given me strength to stand on my own. it also makes me realize that besides of all, family comes first.

nah, maybe that was one thing i barely stand for back then. couple years ago i made a lot of wrong choices just because i feel like i am the center of the world- huff. i mean, i was young spirit ready to make my own decision (in fact there are stuffs i regret by now ._.). but the reality: i thought i was in my comfort zone, whatever i did wrong, my parents will always taking care of me, feed me, etc etc.

i found art and music are my muse so i spent my time busy in the street attending or creating so called gigs or exhibition everywhere (which i still doing this maybe forever) but the problem was less family time. i heard but aint listened what my parents said. there were time i arguing a lot with mom, first world mother-teenage daughter problem sih. but still regretting it because nowadays, just to hear a voice from 'em i should make a call in good timing :( and it cost $$$.

in love life i already did make wrong choices (it is like my thing up until now -_____-) i did like the so called bad ass, got broken heart, in love secretly from distance, friendzoned (and friendzone-ing, ups) also had a complicated long time relationship which yeaah.. it started i had crush with his friend but ended up with him but it was all over. ohh life... girls life.... always have their own interesting stories, isn't it?

so we're get to the wise part.
people make mistakes. it makes us human. it is our job to get the lessons for that and make no same mistake in the other time. maybe it hurts, painful, full of disappointment, but it will get funnier if you re-think about it :)


anywaayyy, my old man finally give up his smoking habit! it started from 6/5months a go but i just knew it earlier in this year (distance, always). am a proud daughter! love you, pa! just wish both of my dad and mum and my beloved sissy always good in health and luck and happiness. and and and aaam just happy so i think the world have to know ha ha haaaaaa
 

alhamdulillah :)



xoxo!

recap part I

halo, blog.
beberapa hari belakangan kambuh lagi kebiasaan tidak tidur hingga fajar ku ini. semoga kuat melawan sakit hingga akhir ujian nanti huhuhuuuuuu. apakah gara-gara patah sebelum jatuh terlalu dalam yaa? hahahaha another hurty story that might be laugh-able for years later....
ah sudahlah mari mulai bercerita!

there are many things that haven't been posted here yet, kinda feel like am gonna make press release of my activities here. this year so glad that i did a bunch of things that i uber like:

i volunteered as Fashion Fitter at UI Fashion Week 2012

effing happy to be the part of first fashion events that presented by my university hihi. held at the brand new Kuningan City. being fashion fitter is one of my personal dream, and yes, got plenty memorable times there. i met amazing people that has fashion as their passion and live with it. designers, talents, even other committees. i see no poser there, it's true if someone says when you're in fashion world, people with ideas, and people with willingness to pay to be seen as hip as they want is clearly different. you are gonna be fully appreciated by your creation. ooh i hope that someday i'll be one of them :") naah when i fitted Alex[a]lexa, i met their internee and ended be friends with them, they're Lingga und Dayi. the designer is mba Monik, they're really humble and nice! they got fresh and unique design with mostly colorful floral pattern. i would definitely wear them! (if only i could afford it, huff) the other line that i fitted is de.cada.dia, own by a young and talented UI student, kak Bethanny. her designs are very classy and well made by a super comfy fabric. they got edgy clothes there, and trust me there will be no other brand that lookalike. one of my college mates is also the talent here. she's so pretty and professional! i hope you're doin good at modelling, Ivy!

alex[a]lexa team

 alexalexa (1)

  alexalexa (2)

 de.cada.dia

 

makeup room

aanddd its time for a little narcissistic....

me with kak Bethanny (de.cada.dia), Barly Asmara, mba Monik (alexalexa)

 the Fashion Fitter Team! 

thanks rhea, farzen, depoy, atika, and other fitter folks who gave me this opportunity. so sad that i didn't apply for UI Fashion Week 2013 this June huhu it's because all college matters and other committees keep my time and am afraid if too much activities will drives me crazy and irresponsible.. so goodluck for the next UIFW!

ini salah satu hal di tahun ini yang harus banget direkam di salah satu postingan di blog ini, walaupun udah kemaren banget :P

next, i will post more about events or gigs that i attended this year. recap for 2012. i am more than ready to face 2013.





xoxo!

options

i just found you not so long time ago

i just found out that i barely can't touch you

if the opposite way happened, i know how it feels and i don't wanna lost good people i get along with

this curiosity is coming to an end

you have a beautiful soul and i'm just not good enough

closure for this answered options; 

Ada yang tak sempat tergambarkan oleh kata

Ketika kita berdua

Hanya aku yang bisa bertanya

Mungkinkah kau tahu jawabnya

Malam jadi saksinya

Kita berdua diantara kata

Yang tak terucap

Berharap waktu membawa keberanian

Untuk datang membawa jawaban

Mungkinkah kita ada kesempatan

Ucapkan janji takkan berpisah selamanya

 Berdua Saja // Payung Teduh

 

guten nacht

xoxo,

cx!

lagi lagi seuntai obrolan sedikit bermakna mengusik pikiran.
kali ini sebuah pertanyaan usang yang sebenarnya bukan pertama kali saya dengar. kurang lebih isinya:
"cik lo banyak kenalan, tp kok perasaan ga dpt yang nyangkut gitu sih?" dari si judey.

same old question, different situation. sebetulnya hati ini sering berfikir serupa makna. menurut saya jawabannya mungkin bisa berlarut-larut menjadi sebuah samudra tak berujung. ya ya, banyak denial. initinya satu, saya belum siap membuka organ berbentuk maya ini. selama belum ada seseorang yang membuat saya siap, akan terus seperti ini.

saya bukan tipe orang yang membiarkan sembarang orang masuk dan meluluhlantahkan dunia saya. sudah cukup pengalaman yang meninggalkan sesal disana sini. it wasnt that bad sih, but lets get it straight; we are not made for each other. i think our pieces come from different puzzle of life.

nah bahasan kedua ini ada hubungannya dengan pertanyaan di awal tadi. sesuai dengan percakapan sore ini bersama rifa. i hope you read it someday.

i cant take any further more about us. kalo kamu ga bisa lepas, akunya juga ga bisa gerak kemana-mana. sekarang aku yang selalu usaha buat ngikutin se fleksibel mungkin, i did and its done. udah ya, stop lah. ada beberapa hal di dunia ini yang ga bisa dipaksain. ada beberapa keinginan tiap orang yang sifatnya terlalu utopis. yang udah ya udah. we're over  i wanna walk in different path. please give me a hand by letting us go.

Paul Tiernan - How To Say Goodbye  
(ost Nick and Norah’s Infinite Playlist)

Living isn’t quite the same
You said to me, it’s runnin’ away
If you’re scared or tired of what you’re scared of
Why should you stay
You love to say goodbye
And always counted all the time
‘til he was free
to get up and leave
to learn how to breathe
again…

Slippin’ out to have a cigarette
with someone else that he’d never met
Ask her if by the way would you like to
run away and try to forget
Just not to stay
To leave without saying why

To get up and go
To catch the last train
To get in some car and drive out again
To never come back this way
Left to say..

goodbye
so long
farewell
au revoir

setidaknya harus bersyukur meskipun saya tidak mati kecil lagi hari ini. bahkan kantuk pun malas mendekati, apalagi hal lainnya yang sifatnya lebih berwarna. apakah tidak tidur 2malam berurutan itu normal? kalo untuk saya, jawabannya wajar untuk belakangan ini.

pernah sekali duakali membaca artikel yang isinya orang jenius itu biasanya tidurnya sebentar, mereka jarang dihinggap kantuk saat malam, karena pada saat itu lah otak dari raganya bekerja, saat itulah semesta menginspirasi.

hal itu lah yang mungkin memberi sugesti ke alam bawah sadar saya untuk mengikuti ritual mereka tanpa sengaja. entah mau dicoba menggunakan berbagai cara otak ini rasanya tidak mau berhenti memikirkan sesuatu, bahkan pada suatu ketika sama sekali tidak ada hal lain yang dibahas, kubunuh waktu untuk memikirkan hal-hal sepele seperti menyusun jadwal harian esok dari mulai mau pergi kemana, memakai baju apa, download film apa, main ke rumah siapa, yang pada akhirnya 75persen dari rencana awal tidak pernah berjalan dengan semestinya.

saking sadarnya di dini hari ini, akhirnya saya menyempatkan untuk menulis sebuah postingan yang (lagi-lagi) tak berjudul karena terlalu malas memikirkannya. bergembiralah manusia yang bisa tidur 6/7jam setiap malamnya..

oiya sedikit bercerita, kali ini kenyataan menampar saya. sangat telak meruntuhkan salah satu fondasi kepercayaan saya terhadap keberadaan. masih linglung, belum bisa berpikir jernih mengenai ini. sungguh hati ini terasa sakit sekali. melebihi patah hati.. tidak ada urusan hati untuk sekarang. ah, akan kupirkian jalan keluarnya nanti. (dan pada akhirnya 75persen dari rencana awal tidak pernah berjalan dengan semestinya.) lagi.



Ya Allah kuatkan hamba

next target: hometown!

hello, its midnite here.

and am gonna write for another depression here. ok, now i get the point, i write to release, to let go. am gonna letting go for stuffs that gave some bad affects to me.

first, past days i recognize what was my common mistake. what IS my common mistake. i keep my attention to details, and not for picturing the whole things. just like my mistake in recognizing it was keira knightley is the second daughter of mr. Bennet, the girl with black hair, and blue dress. the girl that have my dream future partner (read: mr. Darcy) mehehehehe. truth to be told yes, yes, i do remember how was the movie that good, the ambience, dialogues, but not for the important part as who's playing that role. huhuhuuhu am sorry rifaaaa

that leads to another main part of this post, about capturing the big picture of my life. huftness. tik tok, time goes by. tik tok, its almost a year. tik tok, i dont even know whom i used to trust in this kind of so called college area. i used to think "umm, i guess she/he's or they'r nice, we could be good friend" but noo, it doesnt turn out that way. i dont know why its so hard to find mates here. or i dont see the real condition-yet. i think its me who cant be the fine one for anybody, or atleast for myself though. lately i guess i prefer being myself instead of being a group of somepeople. i know this is bad, bad, for me. for the past version of mine. i even forget my closefriend birthday few days a-go, and suddenly another goodfriend of mine reminded me. and i was like, oh shee why i didnt regularly check my facebook? why? its how people remember birthdays dont they? didnt you? ok, now am feeling worse about me. am sorry, sorry :(

enough enough, i know am gonna regret this words by tomorrow. i need a cure, i need home. YEAH i dont care what you were saying about being home at this time, missed 3 day classes (which are equal 6 classes = 15 sks) i dont care, i dont really give a s or f about it. i need being home. i need being around with people whom i really trust and talk to them about something that i cant describe by writing. about how evil certain people can do harm to me, and i just can do nothing except accept it and enjoying it. (yes i write if for you, who never really count on me, left with those and not pulling me in, for some reasons i know u're gonna read THIS, feel bad about ur self because u are, left that angelic face, i know who the real u are)

kinda had hard slap there? yes. no one really count on me, or am not picturing the whole thing yet? mean time i just keep busying my mind with my mates (eng bem rif mb tan mb ri mas vi mas goz, etc,etc, hometown geng :'), next business project ( i count you as my kid, so u better grow up fine haha), RTC (marcommers, and all colleagues), BEM FE (yea i do really like-love people here, they are like my new familia esp birkom esti kak del jude sam evan) i dont know if these people think the same way as i do :P

WHAT NEXT, CX? HOMETOWN BREAK YEAAAAAAAH!!!

THE RAIN -AKON

The pressure's buildin' up

I feel like givin' up

How in the fuck am I

gonna back my first album up

Well everything has changed

It'll never be the same

Nobody know me

Then everybody knows my name

And I feel so ashamed

I never been the kinda nigga that would complain

But it's so crazy man

It's no different

Everyday it's just the same thing

Now it's been months out on the road

On tour doin' so many different shows

Head spinnin' feelin' like it's gonna explode

And I just wanna know

If anybody out there's feelin' me

I'm losin' my mind and I can't believe

I let this shit get the best of me

And now I gotta let ya know

One's got me insane

Cause I can't stand the rain

It's hitting my window pane

A little too much

And now I gotta let ya know

One's got my face in a frown

Cause I can't stand the sound

Of the thunder that's crashing down

Upon my house

Now I gotta let ya know

Now I got no more worries now

My pocket's fatter now

Look in the mirror my reflection looks different now

You're gettin' bigger

Akon you need to settle down

Why do I feel this way

Should I be happy

Should I just ignore

Everything I've been given

Please help me lord

It's all over but

I can't escape the rain

closure of sadness

Alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah, never ever skip a day without saying this magical word ;)

so hows ur day, people? me doing gooood. college tastes like strawberry these days. pertama saya ucapkan selamat kepada ms. Anggita Widyananda Nugraha karena telah diterima menjadi staff psdm BEM FISIP UI 2012. satu lagi derap tegas memperluas jangkauan ketenaranmu, kepala suku! hahaha semoga bisa bermanfaat bagi manusia lainnya, serta memberi manfaat bagi dirimu sendiri yah eng :')

akhirnya masa-masa ini telah dimulai. masa ketika tiap helai dari rintisan kita mulai merajut asa. dengan kesibukan eng yang baru, rifa juga masuk di Green Community UI, woro dan mba tanti sedang menunggu kabar gembira lainnya. send my goodluck kisses trough my writing for my chicas here and there! :* :* :*

i know i know, kesempatan buat piknik ceria bakal berkurang mulai sekarang. it's a good sign meyb. let me try to read our faith, mungkin resolusi kita untuk menabung untung hingga penghujung tahun bakal tercapai YEEHAAAAAAAA! spread the positive thought guys. buat bemsky yang masih galau masa depan, stay focus and making the right decision, its not about anyone else but yourself!

selamat selamat dan selamat datang kehidupan kuliah yang sesungguhnya. saya sendiri alhamdulillah diberi kepercayaan untuk menjadi Kolega RTC UI FM 2012 divisi Marketing & Communication, salah satu divisi offair di radio kampus tercinta. sekarang sedang menjalani training buat menjalani hari-hari kedepan, semoga marcomm menjadi tim yang solid. i told you broadcast is fun with capital F-U-N! hihihi

sekarang sedang dalam masa penantian salah satu target yang lain nih. no more words come out. well, just like Andy said, get busy living or get busy trying..


see the progress!! am not the one who live full of sadness, now! haha! THIS IS IT, MY BLUE MOMENT IS DONE. i know i can make it trough the hard time, and so are YOU, anyone :)


This is another cute song by one of my favorite musician in Indonesia. definitely for rendezvous with friends :')

Back in the old days
Ballads of The cliche

Do you still remember when we used to chasing kite?
Once we ran trough the bushes and it hurt very much
But we didn’t cry that time
Though we laughed together how fool we were
It was a rainy February when I got this scar
When we climbed a mango tree to help a little kitten
Then I slipped my feet and then I fell
And my arms got bleed you took me home
When we got our new bike
We brought it to play in the park
We’re chasing one another restless
Until our mom come and shout
“Hey you two little bad boy, it’s already dark
Go home or you don’t get dinner for tonight”

And here we are sitting together
Telling stories we’ll always remember
Even we’re now much much older
Hope our friendship will last forever
Back in the old days, a happy time
Back in the old days, it’s always fun
Back in the old days, a happy time
Back in the old days, it’s always fun
Back in the old days

NEW!

akhirnya punyachika.blogspot.com ganti chasing juga :D
semoga dengan cangkang yang baru ini membawa segalanya jadi baru juga.

fyi, its been a year-few months i've been wearing hijab and am proud hihi why oh why i should inform this? uhmm well dunno. so saad there are few hijabi sisters who's wearing hijab only for fashion :( hah fenomena latah ini memang sangat identik dengan bangsa Indonesia rayah ini, semoga kedepannya makin istiqomah saja lah.

semester ini kalo ditotal udah 3x balik ke Solo hahaha. yang terakhir kemaren yang spesiaal, soalnya sempet nge-gigs setelah hiatus berbulan-bulan soalnya kalo di depok belom nemu partner gituu sedih bangeet yak :((. anywaay kemaren itu nonton interconnection #2; Leonardo, L'Alphalpha, Dried Cassava, The leons labyrinth, SUA, review nya bisa dilihat di blog-blog laen udah ada yang ngereview-in kok. walaupun sekarang sendiri (udah hampir setaun, bok!) tapi untungnya masih ada temen-temen yang menyayangiku. halah. thanks ya gilang-brian; my gigs-partner, nana, mas dhyankiamad, mentari, kiki juga. thanks juga buat sesi-curhat-after-event nya muahahaha. gile udah kuliah ya tapi masalah kayak kaga ada habisnya gitu -_- sedih banget pas udah agak naksir sama tshirt biru nya ballads of the cliche ternyata udh sold pas akhir acara.

me x mates x L'alphalpha (taken from kat's fb)

udah yaa, ini ada eng maen ke kosan,



salam!

hello (again)

hey, is there anyone who's reading my post? anyone? i only ask for human not that something-bot blablabla like recently spamming in some blogs thingy.

yeah yeah yeah, i need extra, double extra, brave just to log in at my blogger account. the truth is i hate being here. i hate re-read my own post. i hate remembering all those memories. this blog contains too much pain and makes scars over my heart getting worse :''''(((((

the oxymoron part is i love blogging, and i feel kinda betray this blog if i create another. i love you, yess my limited reader, friends and virtual friends. i love the feeling when this blog got new follower, or comment. i know, named me a pervert.

i dont know if this is my last post or this is last-but-not-least-post. but for now yes, am living in Depok, i got one of my SHS dream to be a college student in Universitas Indonesia. Management major at Economic Faculty. alhamdulillah, this is just another step to build suddenly morning :" i know there are soo much barrier ahead. getting further from my besties and familia, massive homesick, and so on and so on. and there is no such a love story no more. i hope i do well at this, very very well. amiiinnn.

:')

work it harder, make it better. do it faster, make us stronger. // strongger - kanye west

. (dot) as a start

lama lama kalo ga dipaksa2in nulis postingan disini kayaknya bakalan ga pernah nulis lagi deh..

we used to be bestfriend, rite? *ngomong sama blog*

okay okay, its kinda weird starting to write again in here. rencana bikin tempate jg ga selesai2 padahal udah berbulan bulan, mau lanjut lagi udah males. ilmunya udah luntur lagi. rencana macem2in blog jg sama lunturnya kaya ngerapiin page, pasang cbox lagi, etc, etc. etc..

sebenernya saya sekarang beneran jadi tertutup. its like for real. for-real. curhat udah jarang, yaah cuman seperlunya aja lah. ngroweng di twitter juga sama ceritanya. tapi yah jadi gila doonggggg lama lamaa -_-

first of all (again), wish me the best for national exam and also my ppkb-yang-tertunda yeaah! that 2nd point is another story to tell. but yeah the point is i really want to continue my study at Universitas Indonesia *ngombak* *backsound clapping hands*

yess, dont wanna my dream ends up still a dream although Plan B is already considered :) i've tried my best and need God's hand to make it comes true.. 16th and 18th May are gonne be a big day for me. #rafadoainputriyah #kabulkanbaimYaAllah #halaaaah

xoxo,





cx!

i dont know why i have to living my life just like this.
this is me. pathetic girl, cant stop mockin around. cant stay away from trouble.
am i just too fuck up?

ok, its almost 18years am ruining your life. and never make you proud.
thats enough reason for you so you can blame for all and pretending like i never imitate you.

what about tomorrow you left us again with all your work thingy for about 2 or 3 months please? i need a space for puzzling over my future. i love you, mom, its true because i have to. but i cant take this any longer. i cant stand crying over myself for being such a rebellious daughter.

mother, i miss your mom. even she passed away years ago, i still remember how she's loving you even she's not at your side when you grow up. she love me too, anyway. she love me much.

i miss you, mom. i miss you caring me.

The trees and the wild gigs at Musro, The Sunan Hotel, Surakarta

Selamat pagi! Ini adalah review serius pertama yang dipublish di blog saya. Maaf untuk sisi kesubjektivitasan yang sebentar lagi akan anda saksikan :))

Sebelumnya sempet ga percaya juga god save the pop kali ini mengundang ttatw tanpa didampingi oleh band manapun, yang mana itu adalah berita surga untuk saya *tsaaaah. Pertama dikabarin neng nana lwt sms, langsung “nasy, titip dua!!”

For God’s sake, December 16^th I had 2 bookmarks on my calendar. I spent the noon at Graha Saba Buana celebrating my school anniversary. And taraaaaaaaaaa malemnya saya habiskan dengan mengencani musik nya ttatw barengan sama Inu, Om Gilblow, sama mas Polo. Sampe ksna ketemu Nana, Brian, Gilang, Ichug dkk, mbak Sum dan keluarga, sama temen2 god save the pop veteran yang saya udah mulai hafal wajah2nya. ditambah mbak2 masa kini juga sih..

Jadwal jam 7, tp ttatw sendiri turun ke panggung sekitar jam setengah sembilan. Dan seperti biasa, keasyikan ala god save the pop pun mengalir begitu saja...

Walaupun agak canggung diawal ntah karena venue apa lighting nya – oke, ini mungkin karena ketampanan wajah musik mereka yang mengakibatkan efek “d’oh!” saat pertama kali berjumpa – tapi pada akhirnya gunung es itu pun mencair menjadi sesuatu yang hangat, lembut, manis, mempesona layaknya cream soup panas di hari hujan.

Playlist malam itu 11 12 sama yang ada di album Rasuk, sebenernya ga juga siih, maklum kebiasaan shuffle jadi yah gini deh :P Noble Savage sbg pembukaan kemudian Honeymoon on Ice, Berlin, Our Roots, Malino, Derau dan Kesalahan (super WOW), Irish Girl, plus bonus Fight the Future sukses membuat kita penikmat ttaw, dan yang baru pertama kali denger luluh lantah sama mrk.

Truth to be told, am a little bit heart broken when listening my favorite song, Berlin, I thougt it last lyric was “you’ll find a way” but yesterday I figured it out and the correct one is “you’ll fade away” OMG why such a beautiful mellow galau dramatic song like this must be ended with an end :’( its so unfair! How dare you TTAW! *nyubit pipi gitarisnya* but wait, semua pegang gitar. Jadi bole dong nyubitin semua HA HA

Yes, the best part who stole all the eyes yesterday is you, mbak backing vocal yang memukau. Or in this case you cant call her just as the backing vocal. She’s one of the souls who make ttatw as the trees and the wild. I mean without her everyting wont be like this. She has the angelic voice, simple but eye catching look, and she plays the effect such as “karakas” (or whatever music instrument which soud ‘cekcekcek’), another instrument that sound ‘tek’, and the single drum. Imagine her. No I guess you cant unless seeing them live.

Jadi dsni intinya ada dua, jeleknya adalah melihat penampilan mereka sama halnya mendengar suara mereka di kaset ditambah visual, maksudnya bener2 plek sama rekamannya. Kesalahan2 itu kan sesuatu yang kita cari ketika liat live. tapi bagusnya, tidak ada musik yang kepleset atau nada yang lari2, bener2 bersih! Yaa Tuhan saya sedang tidak lebay tapi kemaren saya bener bener terpukau oleh ke-amazingan-mereka. Kalopun ada semua udah ketutup sama yang lain jadi kita liatnya fine fine aja. Jadi khusus untuk TTATW, we don’t need any fals part because you are perfectly looking perfect for us, pendengar anda :)

Ps: thanks for the bonus song (halah, lupa sebutannya buat lagu yang di luar playlist) Fight The Future. What a nice way to end the gigs. Thanks for the great time and awesome night with you guys!

See you mates on God Save The Pop 6^th next year! guess who’s on the list, frau, Pure Saturday, tika, or SORE? We’ll see..

For somehow, Berlin reminds me at my “dunia maya” good friend when am in my junior highschool. Just because my phone was stolen then lost contact. Uh.

meet them at myspace or follow their twitter @ttatw

Xoxo,

Cx!

(dipostingkan via warnet deket rumah gara2 spidi MASIH ngadat hiks)

dimanakah anda biasanya menangis?

kalau saya simpel jawabannya : dimana - mana.

bisa di depan tv selepas melihat jika aku menjadi..

di atas bantal, sebelum tidur..

waktu tidur..

di bis sepulang sekolah..

di kamar mandi, sambil mengeraskan suara kran..

dan sekarang di warnet belakang rumah..

mungkin gara2 koneksi spidi yg lagi tai2nya

mungkin gara2 kecewa dgn mereka yang di depan menyelamati namun di belakang mencacimaki

mungkin karena paska siklus bulanan

mungkin karena kamu.

ok, am trying hardly to forgetting this.

HAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!

tarik nafas, hembuskan ~

jadi, dimana saja kamu biasanya menangis?

cx!

it's been weeks since my last post. the one and only reason is my cbox. yeah. its full of those fuckin spammer. and i wonder how if i delete it, and keep my comment box disable. haaaaaah :O

there are so much deaths around me lately. and am really feel like everything must've changed. the way we used to deal with world. the time when our soul is being taken. because there is a thin line between life and death. the problem is how ready are us when we face the end.

#prayforIndonesia for wasior, mentawai, and merapi and all of us.


cx!

thanks for the curhat session last afternoon, any response, criticisms, suggestions and stories

my best friends popon and kokom once told me they've already feel like this before.
(and the fact that their story is much much worst than mine)

and see, unless the truth about both of them still being a single man for about umm. . . errrrr. . . sorry i cant remember -_- , they still alive now. perfectly healthy and alhamdullilah now they're becoming a fighter of love until i dont know. good luck, fellas! :D

yeah maybe its the time for me to chasing my dreams. sounds cliche. haha.

no one dies because of broken heart and so am i.

cx!

its
soHARDto
KeepaMan('s)
Faith.

this time for a farewell, happy end?

the unmistakable fact is :
its so easy to be the one who judge, than the judged side.

konteks nya disini adalah dalam keorganisasian. saya baru saja menjalani Laporan Pertanggung Jawaban Tahunan oleh MMPK.

terimakasih ya Allah, Kau telah mengijinkan kami merasakan hal2 seperti ini, yang jelas akan kami alami kembali beberapa tahun ke depan.

saya mengerti betul pihak mana yang berusaha mati matian bahkan lebih dari yang seharusnya. pihak mana yang mengerti atas usaha kami. pihak mana yang melindungi dan selalu membesarkan hati kami. pihak mana yang terombang ambing. pihak mana yang memberi saran yang membangun betul. bahkan pihak yang tidak mengerti seraya sama sekali tidak menghargai usaha manusia lainnya.

untuk poin yang terakhir tidak perlu penjelasan, kami sudah cukup tahu.

terimakasih atas kesempatan untuk merasakan seberapa jauh forsiran otak dan tenaga ini hanya untuk mendapat celaan, yang salah alamat.

serta kesempatan melihat dia yang tidak berperan, mendapat penghargaan (remember: smart, the bucket of flowers). --> oke saya msh tidak terima dan heran sampai skr. KOK BISA BISANYA HLO YA AMPUN.
rasanya ingin menangis kala itu. haha.

maaf postingan ini sifatnya subjektif. tapi saya yakin kami yang duduk di kursi yang sama merasakan hal yang sama, dan tersakiti oleh oknum yang kurang lebih sama.

semoga saya tidak pernah lupa akan kemarin.
sebagai acuan untuk masa depan. untuk menjauhi takabur.

semoga mereka segera diberi kesadaran oleh Yang Maha Kuasa. (*amiiin!*)

so this is the end.

terimakasih untuk semua teman teman semasa bakti OSIS SMAN 1 Surakarta tahun 09/10.
Ameg, Nana, Afnan, Maida, partner sekbid APSEN <3
Nico, Onit, Fiki, Rido, Juju, dan semua Inti OSIS
Hindun, Mirza, Ulin, Valen, Burhan, sekbid KWH terimakasih atas kebaikan kalian :'
sekbid 1-7 yg saya lupa kalo disebutin satu persatu. we did the imperfectly great job. and its more than just a fine :)
Yudhis, Rinda, Ditta, Fi'ah, Ayya, dan adek2 komisi D MMPK. kakak salut bgt sama kalian hahaha
Anta, Engg, CP, Resita, Dini, semua yg suka banget sama LPJ bagian apsen dan semua suara yang belum sempat tersuarakan, akhirnya tersuarakan juga :P
temen2 ekskul, Lintang, Cacu, Fata, Saukat, tetep semangat
Untuk Ririh, Rio, (dan Afifan) . . . . . .

"It's never too late to do the right thing. That's what I'll do, I'll go over there and do the right thing."



// What Women Want (2000)

so what about you?








cx!

this is why my life never been as good as heaven
this is why my life wont be as hell, well, as hell :P

im not goin to regret this (pointing to my self)
thats ok i had a super big fight with my family, while arguing with my boy. which is ended with cold war between us. and painfully migraine.

its fine because whatever happening down here, i know that we're fine anyway.
no matter how hurt it feels, i still believe that God's scenario never harmed us.

semuanya demi kebaikan
semoga cepat membaik dan,
semuanya kembali seperti yang semestinya, dalam hal kebaikan tentunya.

i love you mom, dad, my sister,
and you, sid.

Skipalong
Lenka

So tired of feeling blue.
such a heavy weight on you.
So shake it off and make your way
to somewhere different
Oh no now you’re leaving me
oh what will you do all alone
in the big bad world?
Im not worried, no.

Cause you’re gonna skip along,
Quite merrily, baby.
you’re gonna revel in hating
what’s goin' on
And you’re like a sugar bomb
and no harm will come,
no harm will come if you
just skip along.

Acting oblivious.
Comes natural to us.
Keep smiling knowing all the while
the world will fall apart

Wouldn't it be lovely to be home, home
safe and sound with no one round
to bring us down
but that's so far away

No harm will come if we just skip along