this is why my life never been as good as heaven
this is why my life wont be as hell, well, as hell :P

im not goin to regret this (pointing to my self)
thats ok i had a super big fight with my family, while arguing with my boy. which is ended with cold war between us. and painfully migraine.

its fine because whatever happening down here, i know that we're fine anyway.
no matter how hurt it feels, i still believe that God's scenario never harmed us.

semuanya demi kebaikan
semoga cepat membaik dan,
semuanya kembali seperti yang semestinya, dalam hal kebaikan tentunya.

i love you mom, dad, my sister,
and you, sid.

Skipalong
Lenka

So tired of feeling blue.
such a heavy weight on you.
So shake it off and make your way
to somewhere different
Oh no now you’re leaving me
oh what will you do all alone
in the big bad world?
Im not worried, no.

Cause you’re gonna skip along,
Quite merrily, baby.
you’re gonna revel in hating
what’s goin' on
And you’re like a sugar bomb
and no harm will come,
no harm will come if you
just skip along.

Acting oblivious.
Comes natural to us.
Keep smiling knowing all the while
the world will fall apart

Wouldn't it be lovely to be home, home
safe and sound with no one round
to bring us down
but that's so far away

No harm will come if we just skip along

for the wiser and wiser. just better :)

tomorrow i'll be 17th :)
nearly a woman. and i'm proud :)

there's no birthday bash for now. the pocket is not in a good condition at this time. so i prefer celebrate my day with bestest. tapi engga pas hari h sih. feeling ku elek buat besok. there must be something ehem -_-


tersyerah lah. yang jelas hari ini bawaannya senyum terus :)


mulai sekarang saya mau semakin mendekatkan diri sama Tuhan. bukan karena kelas tiga, bukaan. tapi saya butuh dekat dengan-Nya. untuk dan dalam segala hal :)


sempet pingin ini itu banyak banget tapi setelah dipikir pikir....................... mending duitnya disimpen aja. soalnya untuk penghidupan beberapa bulan kedepan kayaknya bakalan g sedikit.
sementara pengalokasian dana berlebih harus ditabung buat docmart. pengen bgt sampe kebawa mimpi. hayah. yg replika tp, soalnya kalo ori ga mampu hahaha. kalo ada yg nawarin second juga mauuuu. tapi apa mungkin gitu seukuran kaki saya -_-


yah sutra lah.


hopin the best for me :)
hhihi senyum aja deh ini si eneng :) :)








cx!

Les grandes pensées viennent du coeur.
(The greatest thoughts come from the heart)


Vauvenargues // 6 August 1715 – 28 May 1747

its kind of ridics when someone ask a location or something else and we're acting so nice, give the damn right clue without knowing who is the person exactly. its nice to be stranger. or asking them :)

sometimes its good to not knowing something.

kemarin salah satu orang terdekat saya bilang akhir2 ini saya malesin.
i just dont know what the heck is going on down here, inside my brain. i miss the moment when we dont know each other, but finding out. i miss the moment when he asked me to somewhere or gave me something that i really want that (thing or place) so bad and i felt there's fireworks show in my mind.

entah saya atau dia yang menjauh.


im so scared if we're becoming strangers. but wait? they're nice arent they?
they do. but they're not if they are you. your heart is too good to be forgotten. because The greatest thoughts come from your heart.






this post is for anyone. who feel like this.
i miss you.


cx.

the future begins today, not tomorrow

keduluan si fata nurhaliza mosting tentang ansor huhu
yowes lah yau, cekidot

the ANSOR Family

tapi di fotonya itu aku keliatan genduuk. d a n g!

so be prepared for our farewell trip next 26 june at Bali. even not all the members join in but well enjoy our time as we can *senyum maksa*

selama setaun sekelas ada terlalu banyak warna menyatu menjadikan putih di kenangan kita. mau disebutin pasti g ada habisnya. yang pernah nangis dikelas siapa hayoo? yang pernah nggosip? marah marah? siapa yang g pernah? haha

pertama kali main poker, pertama kali touring sampe pacitan dan tempat terpencil kyk yg di segoro buaya-ku, pertama kali bolos pas patah hati (sampe akhirnya ketagihan), pertama kali pergi jauh cuma bekal niat tanpa duit ya sama kalian. and i wont forget our favorite activity selain mbolos pak dandung, curhat frontal masalah hati, sekelas.


thanks for learn me something called life.


tapi walopun kita banyak masalah sampe diomongin sana sini kita toh tetep bisa bikin Mrs. Ansor a.k.a bu Aris bangga. kita pantes kemaki-kemayu-an dong hla nyatanya yang remed mat cuman seorang temen kita yang kurang beruntung, yang remed eko juga engga banyak2 amat. dan kenyataan bahwa saya tidak remed agama. ha ha :D

ok talk less photos more.

here we are :

buber fabulous


Segoro Gunung


Pantai Sembukan


Pantai Nampu


ANSOR FULL CAST!

if next year we're not in the same class, be cool. prove them we can get in the same list. we'll be in the fabulous university and fight for the brighter future (and married the one whom we love, and who loves us) :)




cx!