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dad, what are you doing now?
we all miss you ,dad. miss you damn much.
just come home.









to your wife and kids










to our family.













i and icha promise we'll be a good girl for ya. make mum and dad proud. trying hard to staying alive at school. even tough we're know that we cant be like'em who have a perfect life. we're just different. and we're already know that this is our bittersweet life.




just come home and everything will be fine.












sejak kapan dunia itu adil? hehe :P

Tutur Gelap - Pure Saturday

Terjebak satu impian

Yang selalu terngiang

Kuingin akhirnya nanti menjadi satu

Dan waktu akan kujelang

Biarkan mata terpejam

Sehingga akhirnya nanti menjadi satu

Kerasnya suara angin mengajak untuk bersama

Hingga tiba saat menjadi nyata

Dan waktu akan kujelang

Mentari bersinar terang

Dan mimpi pun usai

Berakhir sudah

Kerasnya suara angin

Mentari bersinar terang

Mengajakku untuk bersama

Hingga satnya…

Kuingin saatnya nanti semua menjadi satu

Hingga tiba saatnya semua menjadi nyata

Hingga tiba saatnya nanti

Menjadi satu

Menjadi nyata

*versi akustiknya mantep bgt

:P

2:56pmJoy

: )

2:57pmJessica

be, kangen !

2:57pmJoy

alah-alah pake di-bold segala hiperbola

2:59pmJessica

weh biarin to~ hla tenan og weekk

3:00pmJoy

jd to besok ?

3:01pmJoy

yoes : (

3:06pmJessica

apa sih ah ~

bsk? insyaallah.. jam brp enaknya?

bsk apa nanti?

3:07pmJoy

terserah agak nyolong star aja biar dapet. besok tmen2 jg ntn ko

3:13pmJessica

iya deeeh, hla jm brp?

temen2 siapa?

3:13pmJoy

tmen2ku

3:16pmJessica

bsk jgn ndadak.. sms dlu

ntr malem mguan kmn km?

3:17pmJoy

g tau jg

3:24pmJessica

eh be,

aku kapan gtu ngeliat km hlo

3:24pmJoy

kapan?

3:25pmJessica

lupaaa, pas sore2 gtu

3:26pmJoy

dmana ?

3:30pmJessica

di deket rel kereta api, km sm tmn2mu

3:30pmJoy

opo ho.o to

3:33pmJessica

he em, sik aku meh tanya,

km ga ngrokok to bey?

3:33pmJoy

opo ?

menurutmu wae.lah . tanya terus hlo

3:35pmJessica

iyaaaa, ini makanya tanya, km ngrokok?

3:36pmJoy

ENGGAAAAAAAAAAAKKK

3:38pmJessica

beneeeeeeeeeeerrr?

habis kemaren itu kyknya km ngrokok :(

3:39pmJoy

bener..

maem gorengan itu

3:40pmJessica

weeehh rokok sm gorengan kan bedaa bgttt -_-

tnan hlo be, saya percaya anda

3:41pmJoy

kan tangane

3:41pmJessica

beda bgt ih ~

3:42pmJoy

kan tangane kethok kya ngerokok

3:42pmJessica

yoooooooo.....

rajin bgt online deh skr

3:43pmJoy

yo ngepasi gratisan terus

3:45pmJessica

gratisan? kok iso?

3:45pmJoy

rhs nuh

3:46pmJessica

hmmm rhs2 trs kono

3:47pmJoy

hehe..

3:48pmJessica

mlh ketawa zz

3:48pmJoy

:(

3:51pmJoy

off ya

3:53pmJessica

yaa..

3:53pmJoy

yo, tp kro kwe tok

3:54pmJessica

weeehhhh. makssuuuuud? :/

3:54pmJoy

off

3:55pmJessica

beneran apa boongan?

3:56pmJoy

boongan neg karo kwe

3:56pmJessica

ah mbooooh nganyeli bgt ii kw ki

3:57pmJoy

hehe..

3:58pmJessica

opoo? ngguyu ngguyu huuu

3:59pmJoy

:(

3:59pmJessica

apaan sih be ah

4:01pmJoy

nganggo 'ah-ah' segala km

haha

4:01pmJessica

woo hla emeng knp. pkiranmu macem2 og msti -_-

4:02pmJoy

yo ggeeeennnaaahh

4:03pmJessica

woo dasarrr. katanya mau off?

4:04pmJoy

yoes ta off..

4:05pmJessica

jangaannnnn

sik to

4:06pmJoy

pie to

4:07pmJoy

off hlo beb

4:07pmJessica

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ngopo to kesusu (send as a message)

hehehehe just a little chat with my panda. thts why i have a crush on him. he's so hmm i dont know. hha. dont ever let me know you more, baby, dont. that will make me stick on you :P awas yen nganti ngrokok! kukut langsung hlo be. hm

welcoming (again)

oh my..
its been so long since my last post. you know, keep silence doesnt mean i'm done with my blog :)

ok, starting frm now, HELLO WORLD! lets rawk again!


sekarang udah tambah dewasa pola pikirnya, 16taun lah ngerasain manis pahitnya hidup walo banyak pahitnya hehe.. rasanya benci bgt sama orang orang yang sukanya ngeluh. benciii bgt! kayaknya mereka engga mensyukuri hidup. kalo dibanding dengan saya, mungkin mereka engga ada apa apanya. my childhood (oke itu berarti masih keitung skr) is nightmare. but who cares? im fine with that. yang bs nolong saya hanyalah Tuhan, cmn blm saatnya aja.

mereka yang cuman punya masalah kecilkecil, berantem sm temen, pacarnya selingkuh, beda pendapat sm orgtua, nilainya jelek (damn! masih ada org kyk gini), mereka itu yang ngerasa hidupnya paling hancur. no you're not, darling! you're not.

kamu engga punya malu apa? malu sama pedagang kaki lima yang habis digusur, malu sama tukang koran yang pagi-pagi kehujanan, malu sama anak-anak yang terpaksa cacat gara gara ulah orangtuanya sendiri, malu sama kucing jalan yang harus ngelahirin anaknya di kolong jembatan. masalah kamu itu belum ada apa apanya. tapi teriakan kamu udah lebih bgt dari pada mereka.
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dari pada saya. tapi paling tidak saya masih bersyukur. dan ttp berdoa semoga keluarga saya bisa utuh lagi.













note it, skenario Tuhan itu selalu indah :)













lv,

cx.